I'm growing up!

For those of you that know me, you are fully aware that I am a big wimp when it comes to horror movies. So why did this "wimpette" rent a horror movie?

I finally decided that it was time I grew up a little. So this Friday I am going to sit and watch Ju-On It happens to be the Japanese version of The Grudge. I also have been told by some friends that this version is way disturbing compared to the american one. Well I hope I survive the 90 minutes of toture.

I still refuse to watch those goring movies like Saw. The last one of those I saw voluntarily was Dawn of the Dead. Ahhhhh, no thanks.

Ja Ne!

Great things are afoot!

Every year I always say I hope this year will be better than the last. Did you see it "I hope" yeah that's what always gets us into trouble. I once read a book that said if you want something you have to believe that you will have it. Like most people I thought that was a ball of elephant dung. However looking at my past whenever I had envisioned or saw myself doing something I really wanted I always got it.

Which brings me to my point I guess. Great things are going to happen for me and my son and I am truly excited. I decided to quit procrastinating. I have begun taking classes for Web design and Photoshop. I later this year I will go back to college to study graphic and multimedia design. I am going to follow my dreams because there is nothing left for me in mY past which is were my head has been for the last four years.

I just hope I have all my friends and families support.

Caio!

Interesting

The experiences that I have had in my life seem almost surreal. I often wonder is this who I am, is this how I truly have lived and do these events really shape the person I am tody.

The answer obviosly is yes. Every tear shed, all the pain, anger and heartache makes me the woman I am today. Now I have to be truthful I can't with allhonesty say that I am a better stonger person. I also am very hard-headed as family members would so eloquently put. None the less I am who I am.

Why bring this up now? Well it all began last night. I have been desperatley trying to get over someone I thought I loved and for about two weeks I fooled myself into believing I was. Only to have the rug pulled out from under me I realized I was not over him. That angered me here I am 31 years old being childish. I'm not sorry for it because I am who I am. No matter who I discuss my problems with I don't want to believe that it takes time to heal a broken heart. In truth I know it does.

Well enough of that sappiness.

Ciao!

New Year

Happy New Year!!